I'm having trouble with the Blitz today. I'm getting my period next week, so this is usually the week that I eat my way through all categories of sugar items: cake, ice cream, chocolate, skittles, cookies, frosting, french toast, Cinnabon, hot fudge sauce, kettle corn, caramel corn, boysenberry syrup, candied nuts, buttermilk pancakes, orange chicken, shall I go on? Notice there was no fruit in that list. Besides the boysenberry syrup. I also indulge cravings for salty things like chips, burritos, cashews, Thai curry, Mongolian beef, salami, fried eggs, bacon, hashbrowns (all in one bite) onion rings, burgers, kettle corn, salt, butter, salty butter, grilled cheese, shall I go on? I also drink more. And shop more. I get indulgent in every way. If I buy myself clothes, you have to assume I'm about to get my period.
Today would be the day that I would make a batch of cupcakes and then eat at least half of them before Leila gets home from school, and hide the liners under the trash in the trash can. Or I'd go McDonalds and get a cheeseburger mini meal. Or both. Either way, it would be delicious.
I don't want this to turn into a weight loss blog, or a food blog, but its all I can think about today.
I haven't eat anything in about an hour and a half. I'm taking it one moment at a time.